Tarina eräästä tytöstä. (Enklantia)
Lähetetty: To 18.12.2003 14:07
Tässäpä tarina armeijani kenraalista. Ykkösosa ei vielä kovin hirveitä paljasta, mutta... No, kertokaa mitä pidätte. Ja pätkissä kirjoitettu kun laiska olen.
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Part 1 - Innocent Heart
Full moon was shining over sleeping forest, as young maiden hustled along the narrow path with smile sparkling on her deep blue eyes. Soon she would be home with the herbs she was sent to fetch from hermit who lived in nearby forest hut. It was last night before the great summer festival would take place in Middenheim, great city of Empire. It was only half day travelling away from the village of Sternburg, her and her family's home village. Lot of thoughts ran through her head... Maybe this time she would meet someone special, maybe this time there would be something that she'd remember rest of her life. Last year there were strange lizard-like things in cages who somehow seemed intelligent. They had fascinated her then, altough it was a bit sad in the same time. What if they also had families and such somewhere? But, that was then, and now was now. Home was near already, small cottage in the edge of the village, and she started to run. Her long golden locks of hair waving behind her she sprinted to the door and opened it with happy greeting.
"I'm back! Dad, here's the..." Sentence was cut as her father roared, rising from his bench.
"Emilia! What took you sho long, you stupid bitch?!" With wave of terror, Emilia noticed mother beaten to bloody pulp by drunken man who was her father. Before girl could even react, man had his strong hand around her throat, preventing her from breathing, not to mention screaming for help. Next thing she knew that she was lying on the floor, cheek bleeding from the powerful hit of the fist. This was by no means first time, and she had already learnt that if she'd just lie down quietly, not making any move at all, he would soon find other targets for his violence. This time Emilia didn't even pass out because of pain, but had to struggle not to whine. Every hit sent a painful wave through her delicate body. Eventually drunken man wandered away, and she didn't even want to know where.
Next morning Emilia woke from the floor, every part of her body aching. She was beatiful young woman already, in her early 16, but somehow every boy from his village seemed to avoid her. Same thing was with boys in other villages or cities. She blamed her father, whose mere presence seemed to drive everyone away, as her father, Jaroslav from Kislev, was huge man, grown to be strong due to blacksmithing career. He seemed to be still sleeping when Emilia silently rose to her feet and sneaked out, to the forest. There she finally let the tears come, crying for long time. Long enough to get startled as realized that this was the day when they were supposed to go to the great summer festival. Father would beat her again if she'd be late... So, with a slight panic Emilia jumped to her feet and ran home again. Jaroslav was still sleeping, but mother... she should have at least moved a bit! Carefully, fear tightening its grip on her throat with every step she closed her mother, and finally kneeled beside her.
"Mom...?" Careful nudge on her shoulder. Cold shoulder. She didn't believe it at first, but after second touch it hitted her. Mother was dead. Father had killed her. But no time to mourn now, father had woken and walked behind her.
"This is your fault, stupid girl. You came so late, you let this happen." Dangerous tone in his voice, still reeking of old booze he added. "Your fault. You'd better keep quiet about this."
As they travelled together to the summer festival, she kept quiet. Thoughts just didn't let go... "He killed mom... What if he does the same to me?" Jaroslav talked for her too, telling stories of Kislev deeds against northern enemy, the Chaos. But she barely even heard him. She didn't want to go the festival anymore, they had left in such hurry that mom was still on the floor, in the puddle of her own blood. Even when they had reached the festival and wandered around, she didn't pay any attention to anything. Not even those lizards she had seen last year. Finally Jaroslav ordered that they'd find a inn where to stay over night, as roads were dangerous after dark. In the inn Emilia finally snapped out of her thoughts when Jaroslav raised his voice.
"You are not even paying attention to me, or what is that? I asked you if you are enjoying the festival?"
"I... yes, of course...!" She tried to say, but could only whisper.
"You lie... I can see now that you just wanted here to spend my hard-earned gold..." He lifted a bottle to his lips and took a long sip.
"Oh no," she though... "...not again... please, Sigmar, spare me from this..." But Sigmar must have been elsewhere at the time, as he did not answer to her prayer. First hit landed again after serious insulting, and she fell on the bed, lying still again.
"It's your fault that Ada is not alive anymore... YOUR fault!" Second hit... Emilia only felt sadness of his accusations, she didn't have anything to do with mother's death... But suddenly she snapped back to full awareness. Jaroslav ripped her dress open, and then her underclothing too. She didn't know what was going on until he started to open his pants.
"Father, no! Please, donmmmfff!" She couldn't finish before he slapped his big hand over her mouth.
"Your fault, stupid bitch... Shut up now..."
Emilia felt new kind of pain as her father raped her. Even after he had stopped all she could do was to lie naked on the bed, staring at the wall. Night came with nightmares even when she was awake. Next days were only a confused blur on her memory. She only recalled her father shouting at her, and intense feeling of sickness, as if her stomach were turned around. Nothing was same anymore. She didn't even have courage to speak aloud, acting as if she was a slave for her father. During next weeks, he abused her many, many times more. Every time memories and feelings pushing ever deeper. One morning she noticed that her stomach had grown. It was weird, because she had eaten so little in last few months. In the following months it became apparent that she was expecting her own sibling, and when the time finally came, she became a mother of her own little brother. He was named Hamild, then. After that it was peaceful period when little one grew and Jaroslav let them both be. He only provided food for Emilia. During that period, she dared to let her feelings come back a bit, starting to enjoy her motherhood despite the fact that Hamild was also her brother.
But then, after two years, Jaroslav came home drunken again, hitting her straight to the face as greeting. Something snapped in her mind, and she ran out, to the woods even that she knew that night would fall soon, and forests around Sternburg were home to somewhat large population of beastmen, strange beast and human hybrids who served the dark gods of the north. Nevertheless, she followed the path for a while, younger brother's scared yelling fading soon as she continued, off from the path, to the deeper wood... Deeper, deeper, deeper... She didn't even know where she was running to, she just had to get away. Her tears sparkled in the pale moonlight, she just couldn't make them stop. At some point, she was sure she heard sounds of cloven hooves following him, but she didn't see anything. That gave even more endurance to run away, far away... Until her legs couldn't go on anymore and she fell.
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Part 1 - Innocent Heart
Full moon was shining over sleeping forest, as young maiden hustled along the narrow path with smile sparkling on her deep blue eyes. Soon she would be home with the herbs she was sent to fetch from hermit who lived in nearby forest hut. It was last night before the great summer festival would take place in Middenheim, great city of Empire. It was only half day travelling away from the village of Sternburg, her and her family's home village. Lot of thoughts ran through her head... Maybe this time she would meet someone special, maybe this time there would be something that she'd remember rest of her life. Last year there were strange lizard-like things in cages who somehow seemed intelligent. They had fascinated her then, altough it was a bit sad in the same time. What if they also had families and such somewhere? But, that was then, and now was now. Home was near already, small cottage in the edge of the village, and she started to run. Her long golden locks of hair waving behind her she sprinted to the door and opened it with happy greeting.
"I'm back! Dad, here's the..." Sentence was cut as her father roared, rising from his bench.
"Emilia! What took you sho long, you stupid bitch?!" With wave of terror, Emilia noticed mother beaten to bloody pulp by drunken man who was her father. Before girl could even react, man had his strong hand around her throat, preventing her from breathing, not to mention screaming for help. Next thing she knew that she was lying on the floor, cheek bleeding from the powerful hit of the fist. This was by no means first time, and she had already learnt that if she'd just lie down quietly, not making any move at all, he would soon find other targets for his violence. This time Emilia didn't even pass out because of pain, but had to struggle not to whine. Every hit sent a painful wave through her delicate body. Eventually drunken man wandered away, and she didn't even want to know where.
Next morning Emilia woke from the floor, every part of her body aching. She was beatiful young woman already, in her early 16, but somehow every boy from his village seemed to avoid her. Same thing was with boys in other villages or cities. She blamed her father, whose mere presence seemed to drive everyone away, as her father, Jaroslav from Kislev, was huge man, grown to be strong due to blacksmithing career. He seemed to be still sleeping when Emilia silently rose to her feet and sneaked out, to the forest. There she finally let the tears come, crying for long time. Long enough to get startled as realized that this was the day when they were supposed to go to the great summer festival. Father would beat her again if she'd be late... So, with a slight panic Emilia jumped to her feet and ran home again. Jaroslav was still sleeping, but mother... she should have at least moved a bit! Carefully, fear tightening its grip on her throat with every step she closed her mother, and finally kneeled beside her.
"Mom...?" Careful nudge on her shoulder. Cold shoulder. She didn't believe it at first, but after second touch it hitted her. Mother was dead. Father had killed her. But no time to mourn now, father had woken and walked behind her.
"This is your fault, stupid girl. You came so late, you let this happen." Dangerous tone in his voice, still reeking of old booze he added. "Your fault. You'd better keep quiet about this."
As they travelled together to the summer festival, she kept quiet. Thoughts just didn't let go... "He killed mom... What if he does the same to me?" Jaroslav talked for her too, telling stories of Kislev deeds against northern enemy, the Chaos. But she barely even heard him. She didn't want to go the festival anymore, they had left in such hurry that mom was still on the floor, in the puddle of her own blood. Even when they had reached the festival and wandered around, she didn't pay any attention to anything. Not even those lizards she had seen last year. Finally Jaroslav ordered that they'd find a inn where to stay over night, as roads were dangerous after dark. In the inn Emilia finally snapped out of her thoughts when Jaroslav raised his voice.
"You are not even paying attention to me, or what is that? I asked you if you are enjoying the festival?"
"I... yes, of course...!" She tried to say, but could only whisper.
"You lie... I can see now that you just wanted here to spend my hard-earned gold..." He lifted a bottle to his lips and took a long sip.
"Oh no," she though... "...not again... please, Sigmar, spare me from this..." But Sigmar must have been elsewhere at the time, as he did not answer to her prayer. First hit landed again after serious insulting, and she fell on the bed, lying still again.
"It's your fault that Ada is not alive anymore... YOUR fault!" Second hit... Emilia only felt sadness of his accusations, she didn't have anything to do with mother's death... But suddenly she snapped back to full awareness. Jaroslav ripped her dress open, and then her underclothing too. She didn't know what was going on until he started to open his pants.
"Father, no! Please, donmmmfff!" She couldn't finish before he slapped his big hand over her mouth.
"Your fault, stupid bitch... Shut up now..."
Emilia felt new kind of pain as her father raped her. Even after he had stopped all she could do was to lie naked on the bed, staring at the wall. Night came with nightmares even when she was awake. Next days were only a confused blur on her memory. She only recalled her father shouting at her, and intense feeling of sickness, as if her stomach were turned around. Nothing was same anymore. She didn't even have courage to speak aloud, acting as if she was a slave for her father. During next weeks, he abused her many, many times more. Every time memories and feelings pushing ever deeper. One morning she noticed that her stomach had grown. It was weird, because she had eaten so little in last few months. In the following months it became apparent that she was expecting her own sibling, and when the time finally came, she became a mother of her own little brother. He was named Hamild, then. After that it was peaceful period when little one grew and Jaroslav let them both be. He only provided food for Emilia. During that period, she dared to let her feelings come back a bit, starting to enjoy her motherhood despite the fact that Hamild was also her brother.
But then, after two years, Jaroslav came home drunken again, hitting her straight to the face as greeting. Something snapped in her mind, and she ran out, to the woods even that she knew that night would fall soon, and forests around Sternburg were home to somewhat large population of beastmen, strange beast and human hybrids who served the dark gods of the north. Nevertheless, she followed the path for a while, younger brother's scared yelling fading soon as she continued, off from the path, to the deeper wood... Deeper, deeper, deeper... She didn't even know where she was running to, she just had to get away. Her tears sparkled in the pale moonlight, she just couldn't make them stop. At some point, she was sure she heard sounds of cloven hooves following him, but she didn't see anything. That gave even more endurance to run away, far away... Until her legs couldn't go on anymore and she fell.